About To Kiss

Well, here I am. After 4 hours of work, I'm back at home. You know, 4 hours used to be a lot to me. But now the time flies by. I can actually keep my mind in a happy place that doesn't make me so bored.

But anyway. I finished my ACT homework and I'm eating Macaroni and cheese, while watching Star Wars: Episode V. I love Star Wars. I am always amazed at the new things I notice everytime I watch. I never get tired of it. The level of detail and thought is amazing. And the philosophical connotations are very intriguing and cool.

But anyway. I start soccer next week. Double practices, which means Monday-Friday I go from 8 till 10 in the morning and then again at 4 till 6 at night. Might not seem like much, but it is exhuasting. Doesn't help that it's at the hottest time of the year. Oh well. And then school the week after. I'm actually really excited for school to start. I'm finally going to be an upperclassman, which lots of little freshmen to terrorize. And I will be able to drive to school somtimes, which will be nice. And lots of my friends are in classes with me. Which is nice. English is going to rock, but I'm still going to have to do more work, since it's AP. The most stressful year of my adolescent life starts next week. I'm...anxious.

And maybe this year things will finally go right for me. At least, concerning relationships. I'm going to ask somebody to homecoming this year. I didn't freshman year, because I went with my friends, and I didn't sophomore year, because I really didn't want to spend the money. Hopefully that will pan out, and afterwards, who knows what will happen? I don't mean that night, I'm saying longer term. Maybe I'll find the time to date. Or not. Probably not. Things haven't been going my way for the past 4 years, and I don't see any reason why they'll let up now.

But yeah. That's my life update for now. I'm going to go wash my dish, then come back up here, do some emailing, and then watch some more of my movie. I'm just up the part where they kiss, and Luke is eating in Yoda's house. Exciting!

Sincerely,


Striker Jacen